1.Weight Of The World
A blackout in the room again
a busted lip and broken skin.
I wake up in the bathroom
and dare not bother asking
why the mirror's craked and all I see
are shards of glass inside of me.
There's voices there to dare me,
my father's here to scare me.
My mother sits beyond the door she's
curled up crying on the floor,
look at what her son's done.
When the weight of all the world's gone wrong.
It's gone wrong again.
Gone fucking wrong.
It's gone wrong again.
Well liars they leave a guilty trail.
And let me tell you something people,
I've been lying for fucking years.
That must be why I'm standing in this space.
Disregarding that I've created these monsters
they're on fucking both of my sides,
So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes.
From all four of their eyes.
And while I wait for wounds to heal
I see you by the window sil,
your heart's torn out
a plastic spoon
when honesty lit up that room
so I stole the pillowcase to clean
this mess I've made of someones dream.
Now you've seen what I've done,
when the weight of all the world's gone wrong.
It's gone wrong again
gone fucking wrong
it's gone all wrong again.
This room is old and wise
I fall onto the bed and wonder,
'How did I get here？'
The little boy who would argue with a tree
just fucking thump his head
and he'll turn back to normal.
Now why is that what I see？
Don't bother trusting
don't bother waiting
don't bother changing things that won't give into changing
just let me go away.
I'm packed
whenever
I'm down
whenever.
2.Say It
It's all about steam
It's all about dreams
It's all about making the best out of everything
You'll know when your fine
Cause you'll talk like a mime
You'll fall on your face
You get back up and you're doing fine
a considerate clown, a preachy preachy machine
is one of the sweetest things you would say about me
but I don't have the time for your distorted esteem
why are you toying with my mind？
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say it
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
Now you're messing with my pride
You think you're smarter than me
Well everyone knows you will never be smarter than me
That's how it goes
I gained forty pounds because of you
Was there an S on my chest
Well I confess, you were too much stress
I'd have a heart attack at best
So now I breathe it out, I breathe it out
I spit it on the crowd cause they lift me up, they lift me up,
they lift me up
When I'm feeling down
What am I spitting out？ spitting out,
something we never talk about
It's called my mind
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say it
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
Now you're messing with my pride
I'm sick of standing in your line
So now you'll have to take it
take this to heart
I will never let you fuck me over
Stop talking down to me your war is old
your game is over
So here's my coldest shoulder
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say it
I don't wanna hear you say say say say say say say say it
Now you're messing with my pride
Something we don't talk about
Something we never talk about
3.Dirt Room
I'm like a ghost
I'll be living in a dirt room
Waiting for the day to be closer
To the window when you're home
I'll be standing by your back door
Reaching for the knife in my coat
I'm going to put it to your throat
You sweaty piggy, you're a bad man
What a fucking sad way to go
Your mother raised you as a joke
I should have wiped away a burden
Use the curtain in the kitchen to choke
You
You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future and the food off my family's plate
You'll think you'll use me
I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When you see what I do to you
Look what I'm doing to you
Oh god then you awoke
You start screaming through the duct tape
Don't ever think I'm letting you go
I'm busy digging you a hole
Now you'll be living in a dirt room
Breathing through the straw of your own
Come on
I really think that this is fun for the money
I'll make it comfy for the time wasted making you rich
I want to cover you in ants, bees and honey
Then take a picture for the cover of our album!
You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future and the food off my family's plate
You'll think you'll use me
I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When you what I do to you
You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future, the food off my family's plate
You'll think you'll use me
But I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When you see what I do to you
And now I see you, oh
'Cause your back's against the wall
And finally you're mine
You're mine
You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future and the food off my family's plate
You'll think you'll use me
I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When you see what I do to you
I really think that this is fun for the money
We'll make you comfy for the time wasted making you rich
I want to cover you in ants, bees and honey
Then take a picture for the cover of our album
4.Been Down
I dreamt you seduced me
Just to walk away
I dreamt you inspired
Then rewired what I say
I dreamt you spread your bottom wings
And pulled me to the bed
But then I woke up feeling nauseous
You danced around my head
So tell me
How long, how long have you been down？
How long, how long have you been down？
How long, how long have you been down？
Down
I dreamt you burned my fingers
An automatic sting
I dreamt you called me beautiful
But asked to hear me sing
I dreamt you sat, invited me
To crawl within your space
But then I woke up feeling nauseous
Girl, you danced around my head
So tell me
How long, how long have you been down？
How long, how long have you been down？
How long, how long have you been down？
Down, down
Why can't we work when we both try？
We try, we try, we try
Why can't we work, we both try？
Why can't we work when we both try
Try, try, we we we try
....................
Tell me
How long, how long have we been down？
How long, how long have we been down？
How long, how long have we been down？
Down, down, yeah
.............
How long have we been down？
5.My Never
Will you think about me,
in time？
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts again,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven.
Will you wait for me,
In time,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
And i lost a lot of what i don't expect you to ever return
I tend to push it 'till the pushing turns from hurting to burn,
I always take them to the place they always wanted to go,
Then end up dancing 'round this clown commands,
applause at a show...
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
heaven,
heaven,
heaven
And i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i won't see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you ,
but some how i'll end up just losing a friend,
And i can only reach for you
relate to you,
I'm losing my friend...
Where did she go？
where？
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
I stood outside her heaven
Let me into your heaven？
Oh hold me inside your heaven
6.Should Be Loved
Stop staring, you're the reason I feel so unhappy all the time
Look, I've given you everything I know how
Your standing on the top of my shoe
keeping me from gaining ground
Look I'm sorry if you feel like I let you down
Can you tell me what have I done so wrong
To you
Tell me what am I supposed to do
'I should be loved by you,
That I know is true
I can't breathe when you're around!'
'I should be held at night
That I know is right
I can't breathe when you're around!'
You're too scared,
Scared of all of it ...I get that feeling I'm talking to the
wall
Can you hear me at all
Look, my world was shaking
my mind was quaking, my heart kept breaking
I threw it against the wall
Can anyone feel me at all
Can you tell me what have I done so wrong...
To you
Tell me what am I supposed to do
I got a feeling, you're falling out of love with me
Tell me who am I supposed to be
'I should be loved by you
That I know is true
I can't breathe when you're around!'
'I should be held at night
That I know is right
I can't breathe when you're around!!
I can't breathe when you're around!!
Look I can't breath!'
'I should be loved by you
That I know is true
I can't breathe when you're around!'
I should be held
I should be held
I can't breathe when you're around!'
No, I can't breathe when you're around!'
No, I can't breathe
7.Kangaroo Cry
Losing my control
Here it is the day I have to go
Just sit beside me
I can't let this show
How sick I feel to leave you so alone
God I'm terrified
We've lost respect for decency
When one can turn our world into an ant pile
We run circles, no direction do I see
The dust has blinded you, the dust has blinded me
I kissed her on the cheek
And then I waved goodbye
She had the saddest look I've seen in years
A kangaroo cry
A warm pathetic ocean flow we have to live by
We have to live by
Because we have to live
And you choose to break our families
Tell me you've used all precautions known
And I'll stand beside the ones who stood alone
How long will we have to sing until you finally bring our sons,
our daughters home？
We'll let the prayers start healing, what time's been stealing
We only want to feel as close as we can be
Use hands for holding on to your precious family
Just believe in all who shine
The light to help you see
Cause if I believe in you, will you believe in me？
I kissed her on the cheek
And then I waved goodbye
She had the saddest look I've seen in years
A kangaroo cry
A warm pathetic ocean flow we have to live by
We have to live by
Because we have to live
And you choose to break our families
Tell me you've used all precautions known
And I'll stand beside the ones who stood alone
How long will we have to sing until you finally bring our sons,
our daughters home？
We'll let the prayers start healing, what time's been stealing
Been stealing
Keep hanging on
Keep hanging on
Keep hanging on
Keep hanging on
We'll let the prayers start healing,
when time's been stealing
Start healing
Start healing
8.Picking Up Pieces
I really need to talk with you
I keep stepping on the vein
That keeps my lifeline flowing thru
I wanna be your perfect stick of glue
But I don't feel perfect at all
Sad and insecure flaw
I find it hard to hold conversation
I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away
Its not you its strictly me in this situation
I'm wondering will it ever go awayjust go away
sometimes I feel like weeping
awake and when I'm sleeping
perfecting how to put a game face on
this puzzle I've been keeping
has been in hiding creeping out the closet door
spilling out onto the floor
How long will I be picking up pieces
How long will I be picking up my heart
I'll be as honest as I feel
I'm getting more paranoid and I'm hearing things
And they never turn out real
It feels like my heart is made of pure steel
It's just so heavy all the time
Yea I'm scared of death
And I'm scared of living
I gave up on the past cause it's unforgiving
I misplaced my trust
I watched my word begin to rust
I'm a balloon about to bust
I need a place for reliving
But sometimes I feel like weeping
awake and when I'm sleeping
perfecting how to put a game face on
this puzzle I've been keeping
has been in hiding creeping out the closet door
spilling out onto the floor
How long will I be picking up pieces
How long will I be picking up my heart
How long (in another space and time)
Will I be picking up pieces in the corner of my mind
How long (its getting oh so hard to find)
Keep picking up pieces in the corner of my mind
But I still walk on
9.Jump Rope
Remember how you used to say
'you couldn't wait till tomorrow for a brand new day'
no fuss when ya had to ride the bus
you could add a little blush
just to paralyze your school crush
now your older and the weight upon your shoulder
makes the world a little colder
no more hidin in the old days
be strong
don't give up hope
it will get hard
cause life's like a jump rope
up down up down up down up down yeah
cause it will hard remember life's like a jump rope
up down up down up down up down yeah
it will hard, cause it will hard
there'll be a bump there will be a bruise
there'll be alarms and there will be a snooze
there'll be a path that u will get to choose
there'll be a win and there will be a lose
you have to hold your head up high and
watch all the negative go by
don't ever be ashamed to cry
you go ahead
cuz life's like a jump rope
up down up down up down up down yeah
it will hard remember life's like a jump rope
up down up down up down up down yeah
it will hard, c'mon! whoa!
I want to tell you that everything will be okay
That everything will eventually turn itself to gold
So keep pushin through it all
Don't follow, lead the way
Don't lose yourself or your hope
Cause life's like a jump rope
up down up down up down up down yeah
it will hard remember life's like a jump rope
up down up down up down up down yeah
it will hard, cause it will hard
10.Blue Skies
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Don't take them away, boys
Don't take them away
Cause I'll never stop I love my...
I've been to both knees
Raise my hands up to the skies, forgive me
Is something out there far beyond the clouds？
I'm asking help me
Help me to see the world
Through baby eyes and hold me closely
I need a fresh start on the roller coaster
Made for coasting
It's time to wake up, time to make up
Time to shake these memories
It's time to leave the past in the past
And lace up a new set of shoestrings
I want the world to know I've got your back
Through up and down, see
So we can sit together, side by side
Through amazing
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Don't take them away, boys
Don't take them away
Cause I'll never stop
So I've broken every bone
And fought through what felt never-ending
I thought my head was made of sadness
But my heart is mending
I scream at sunsets
Give applause to what I can't control
Then somehow laugh at how
The moon divides an ocean solo
I wanna be that ocean
I wanna shine like that
I want to smile so big my daughter jumps into my lap
And I wanna tell her daddy's fine
And always plans to be
Then take her in my arms
This is what we'll always see
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Never take them away, boys
Don't take them away
Cause I'll never stop I love my...
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Don't take them away, boys
Don't take them away
Yeah, shhh
And when I'm gone
I won't go screaming in the end
Cause I'll give you everything my life amounts to
So raise your life up with me
And baby, let's go dancing
Come on! Let's go!
Come on! Come on!
Come on! Yeah! Yeah!
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Don't take them away, boys
Don't take them away
Don't take them away
No! No! No!
11.Blue Does
Blue does
Everything I've never seen before
Blue does
Everything I've never seen before
She's the answer to the prayer I hadn't found
She's the answer to the silenceshe's my sound
Oh what a girl
Oh what a beautiful girl ...she is
Blue does
Everything I've never seen before
Blue does
Everything I've never seen before
She's the answer to the prayer I hadn't found
She's the answer to the silenceshe's my sound
Oh what a girl
Oh what a beautiful girl ...she is
I say oh what a girl
Oh what a beautiful girl ...she is
12.The End
Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn,
Worms squeezing their way through my toes
Tonight that's how it goes.
I'm at your window kneeling quiet,
I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right
Get your heart right
Let him go!
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor
As he embraces every inch of you
The woman I adore.
I can't believe the way you're bending
Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more
I heard you begging him for more
How far will I go
To make it feel right？ Come home
I have to fix this on my own
Replace my heart,
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
Replace my heart,
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping..end
I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her,
From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot
he pleased and pleased her.
I turned around and tried to take control,
but no control was capable
It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go.
I squeezed the life into my brain
Like pushing knives into a vein
I've gotta get, I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside
So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness
Of my living room, my living room
This used to be my home
How far will I go
To make it feel right？ Come home
I'm moving forward to the bedroom door
Replace my heart
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
Replace my heart
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hopingend
I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow
Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom
I had to see this happening.
He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang
and bounced off every wooden walled room
And that's when all went silent blank except the color red
As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed
I said I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see
How good this new man really fucks you.
Cause you both been fucking me.
So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair
I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind
your stare
I don't want to alarm you,
but I figured we could end this in
what seems easy quick and painless
So I'll get down to business
I choose you first, there's a gun, its at your head
So laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the
bed
You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what
I've said.
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red
How far will I go
To make it feel right？ Come home
I'm moving forward to the bedroom door
Then the screaming oh the screaming
It's nice to see you scared
Of such a weak and stupid husband
Who knows you never really cared
I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your
head
Was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live？
Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red
I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back
Then placed the barrel in my mouth
All I saw was black.
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